Live your life until love is found because love's gonna get you down
I am trying my hardest to be patient at the moment, something I've never been good at. I've found that keeping busy has allowed me not to think about what I consider a problem - my lack of romantic love. So here I am at the end of a long summer, throwing myself wholeheartedly into my studies, getting another job and filling out law school applications. All things that I feel should leave me fulfilled - and they do - but I am being greedy and want something more. My friend Aidan came over last night and as always we dished about boys. She told me that good things will happen when I least expect it and when I find the right person, I won't be so unassertive about it. The more I thought about that, the more I realized that she is right. I have dated plenty of unnecessary people just because I feel like I need to fill the void. But no more. I am going to take Rob's advice and Aidan's. I am going stand up for myself. I am going to make something of myself. And perhaps I will find someone to share it with when the time is right. Although that moment is not here yet, I have faith that it will be.