Wednesday, November 19, 2008

And despite everything, I gave in

I wrote a letter to Rob last night detailing all the things that I've realized and all the things that I've wanted to say for so long. I'm actually planning on giving it to him. Probably tomorrow. I can't believe I actually did it, but now everything feels right in my mind for the first time in a very long time. Maybe this is means something more, something that I'm even a bit afraid to touch on . . . what if he's been the one that I've needed all along? If this is true, I'm going to come out looking like a complete fool. Maybe I've just needed all this time to realize it, and hopefully he has too. I guess I'll find out in a matter of days.

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