Saturday, December 16, 2006

it's over already?

I can't believe my math exam is now over and done with. And that this time tomorrow night I'll be home in California . . . That's a very strange thought, being home. But Vancouver is my home now. I think this is why I have mixed feelings about going home. I'm not sure I want things to go back to the way they were. I know that's weird but I'm happy with how things presently are. I like the space from everyone and everything in California. It's helped me to be better. And I'm afraid of slipping back into my old ways as soon as I get home. I'm afraid of failing myself because I've come so far. I'm different now, and I don't think I belong back where I came from anymore.

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